Realization Dawns

This is just a random figment of thought...I started writing this at 2am last night..and continued not knowing where this particular post was heading..so please bear the catastrophe of this unbridled post.

When I walk
beside those mighty waves
my existence seems minute
forever watching time go by
but staying helpless through.


The sand feels my disturbances
and tries to melt away
But I call out hopelessly
trying to make it stay.


And then I wonder..
I suddenly ponder
about what may lie beneath..
Whatever secrets the ocean may hold
To make it so damn deep.


About how it stays so forever true
like a chasm of gold...
Getting brighter everyday
but never getting old.


The secrets hide nine fathoms deep
and if looked carefully we can see..
The gems of transient life hide beneath
drifting through inventions of pure concrete
I fear to lose the innocence in me.


For my wish forever more
is to stay completely true..
Like the ocean I often
see myself through.


From walking through artificial lights...
to seeing what makes sense..
I feel like I have lost myself
in complete acceptance.


I've been walking on these roads
for what seems like eternity..
Now I stand
looking for my little infinity.


And this is where
my story ends and
realization dawns..
and my search for truth
continues on.


P.S-this is my try at what vaguely can be called a poem..probably not..anyway...comments,criticisms..or even annoyed revelations..anything worth mentioning...Go ahead.


Signing off..Good Day..my artistic humans..